So, you talk about big brain power here.... My and my boys have been getting rookie crushed over the last few days. And aint none of us no OPM. At first it was a trickle , then it was more , then some high level fellow hospitalized everyone they could in the faction. Stealthed mind you so who knows who it was. I dont.
I get myself out of the hospital BOOM anon bounty, with a cute message on whom should blame in my faction. I check them out. They got ten anon bounties all with cute messages about how they shouldnt mug noobs...............
Mofo, we are all noobs here scratching and clawing our way through torn. If anyone is the asshole it would be the level 70+ dude stealth hosping and anon bountying telling others that they shouldnt hit his....
Well who are "his" that we shouldnt be hitting smooth brain?
Sheeeeet, i got through 30 pages and weeks worth of logs, im asking strangers if i need to sort stuff out with them, Everyone I spoke with said they had no beef with us. I cant tell my guys who not to mess with when mystery man is too shy to talk like a normal person..
And aint no one wasteing no money on a bounty reveal just to blocked by BB stock. Nah. You gonna remain a mystery my dude.
Bounty storm away on us noobs if thats what gets ya there. You wouldnt be first.but if it makes ya feel good , yes, it has been a minor inconvience.
What makes me feel good is that after talking to my guy , he let me know he finished up the last of his weapons use merits and im actually kinda proud of him . I aint gone through half of my weapons use merits yet. Been merit hunting other stuff myself.
Aye its a bitch. Shell skype with me in the shower and complain about not getting laid. Of course shes leading me on just to f**k with me. I know that , you know that any smooth brain knows that. But what the f**k am I gonna do.?
She has our son.
And i am powerless.
Give her attention to keep the peace and consistant contact with our son or tell her off and get cut off, again.
Ill eat the shit sandwich to remain in my sons life.
Who the f**k is pound my ass in torn recently? Seriously. Is someone mad i made a good deal on the market or what? Sheesh! Im told me and my factiin is on a public chain list. I been asking round the discords but I aint found squat. All I can tell is that its a heavy hitter thats getting less than 1 respect gains, but galmdarn if they arent getting their willy off on me. f**king hell man. I just wanna sell some shit and do some races in peace, ya know. Ah well, its torn....is what it is.
Wish my former faction mates would return. But i kinda fear that ship has sailed. Oh well
Holy f**k. 4 am. Crazy bitch knocking, pounding on my door till i wake up. She said her name was black and white jello.
You cant make this shit up
Why are chics like this?
And do the cops wanna talk to me? No! They just wanna get her side of the story to see if i beat up this stranger girl.
Captain save a hoes.
Police are worthless...
Lucky for me this hallucinating bitch is far enough gone they have to take her in,,, but the f**king worthless assholes didnt even get my name when intried to ID... and you never ID. No crime no ID . But thismcrazy beat on my door, id be the f**king victim here but no... im male and thisnpoor poor crazy bitch is a woamn,
I didnt know this bitch. It was a stranger.
I protected my door. I took a shoe to the face. She tried hair pulling and biting.
Why do we gotta teach us to stand six feet away from one another?
I live in a town of less than 2000 but it is near (within 100 miles) of a decommissioned icbm silo. So its likely it would remain on target lists. I could shelter in place for a time but if my home (converted house apartment) were breached... someone exposed to leathal rads but not dead but still emiting exposure.
Youd damn sure want to keep a minimum six foot (or as much soace as you could get) distance.
Think ill work on my dug out a but more this spring.
Febuary 15. That was the last time a Skyped with my son. We typically skype a few times a week, but it was spring break and the ex wife doesnt like to keep him over spring break somshe sends him to her moms, as well as every weekend, every christmas, every time our boy will have extended free time basicly.
She told me that our son would probably come home for a day or two during spring break and shed let me know and we could skype then. Didnt happen. When she texted me at 11pm thusdsy to gush over her new speaker system she plans to use to "get revenge on the neighbors for playering their music too loud"... i couldnt.
I just couldnt. Let her know i waant interested, did not care , i expected to speak with my son and that did not happen...
Oh that made her "seathing with rage" ans he just dodnt want to come home and how dare i make suffering a compitition she has the rough life too. Yada Mc Mother7ucking Yada .
I stopped respondes she said more. Could not care to respond to her anymore.
Tried reaching out Friday.,silent treatment.
Saturday, silent treatment.
Sunday continued silent treatment till I rang on the phone instead text.
Oh our son had nausea, motion sickness but skype will happen at 730.
730 comes and goes.
Oh he just had a small bite to eat and hit the bathroom and strait to bed.
Its been more than 20 days now.
She worried because if remains sick tommorow she cant leave him at grandmas, because she has work tommorow and thats the only place she feels normal.
She works half days 3 days a week. 9 to noon mon,tues,and wens at a machinist shop. Milling and lathe.
Hes 10 but hes never been allowed outside before covids. No friends, lack of back yard play time lack of autonomy that comes with being home by supper and getting into trouble and eating a cold dinner.... not that she eats with him. She eats separately.
This stupid lousy awful ex wife of mine as no true concept of the idea of seathing rage. No self awareness of how shitty of a mother she is. I may be no prrize myself but a child wants to feel loved at times like Christmas and easter and spring break and weekends and what not.... and he notices. God help me i cant prevent that and it twists my sould and breaks me, he f**king kmows, and i try to sooth and try to tell himthay its ok and she does love him and want him,,,,
So, I finnally got my history degree a few weeka back now which means museum access and points . Instead of flipping items im flipping flower and plush points. granted i dont get to hound the item boards for epic scores like I was doing but the money is more consistant , WHICH BRINGS ME TO A BOGGLE.
When flipping items i watches for undersellers to buy up or over sellers to price under knowing theyd buy my shit up. The market is very fluid. You vetran traders already know that even if you don't understand what you teach sellers leaving the last item in three bazzar slots. Bruh, they see you do it then they get that they can do it too in the opposite direction. Stonks go up.
But that is their field of play.
Becoming a point person myself im now in the point game.
When I first joined about 3 weeks or a month before the lock downs began here in new york points sold at 48k , currently its in the 45k range but ive bought pointa in the 44k range,
And I gotta ask, what is up with that.
We point people have thw most valuable resource.
We can charge whatever price we want because all the noobs NOT hitting up forums and following guides and tutorials still need points to refill. Instead of under cutting each other I feel like the point market should go in the oppisite direction than items... because people are gonna pay whatever price we charge to get a refill.
We have all the power , literally.
Instead randos wanna sell at 40k or 30k and even lower. .. smarr man buys that shit up as quickmas he can naturally but the laxy person that prices next send his points off at 25k.. and before he can realize he messed up... its gone.
Ugh. Its almost been a year now blog. Past a year in torn. Reading through I think I can see some of my MS symptoms on display. Got my Medicare taxi ride wrong today. Consular told me tonmake a note of it. Heres as good as place as any....
dying for some weed. Aint smoked since thanks giving. My neighbors across the hall toke but I cant seem to work up my nerve to see if I could bum a bowl.
Do you ever get the general idea no one cares but you, and that there is a diference between a blog and a forum...
Just some input there...
Welcome back again sweeney.
Truth be told other people dont have to care about this blog if they dont want to. I certainly can't force anyone to read it. However, I have got mostly positive feedback. A little bit of indifferent feedback. AND like .01% negative feedback ;) and im ok with that because Im trusting in the feedback of the internet stranger should anyone choose to share. I even appreciate your feedback.
I actually had a bit of a life this evening. How about that.
For those that dont know the kind of houses we have here in the north east , many homes are huge and have been converted into apartments. This place is one such. About 14 units. Land lord is currently converting another space into unit 15 and he has this boy. A man child in his upper 20s.
Now this man child has been feeling kinda empowered being the land lords right hand man for a minute and its kinda gone to his head. Yelling at leroy (not real name , no real names will ever be shared here) last week just something awful I actually texted paul (fake landlord name you get the idea about now) about the issue. This week the man child is yelling at another tenat. So I put shoes on and head the hall and out doors find my neighbors on one side of the lawn and the man child on the otherside and I go hang with them. We mual it over. And I confrim that yes, in my room is in a postion that , I have the unfortunate pleasure of hearing everything in the house. Every fight, every footstep, unfortunately I hear everything.
We bullshit awhile. Manchild makes a stink for a bit but does little as david blows him off and me and my other neighbor hang out and chill and share stories about what douchebag the new manchild is.
Both me and neighbor have lived here almost 4 or 5 years now so we know whos new , whos old, whos staying and whos going. Turns out david (the one at the shit end of the stick suffering man-childs bullying) is only here cause his home burned down. So hes inbetween places. Manchild is just another welfair urchin and I am too, but ive got a story and a reason. I didn't just get born here and get caught up in the life. Hell you if youve read my shit you know I only live here cause my son is stuck in Canada. Doesnt change the fact that id take any paying job about now,,, as long as it pays money and not booze and cigarettes. But thats what manchild is working for. God bless him and what not but I cant have him hollaring at my other neighbors like hes the property manager, landlord already has a property manager. We need a new light bulb or shower head we see him. Not this temp hand that dont understand the way of things around here.
But me and old neighbor caught up on things. Hung out. It was nice. Been awhile since I just hung and chillaxed.