Thread created on 16:24:54 - 30/05/21 (4 months ago)
Last replied 22:48:33 - 26/08/21 (2 months ago)
ok this is gonna be a weird one because its a brain fart thats pinging in my head and feels it needs to be written down and idealised.
we are spirits, immortal and ever lasting, a energy that transcends time and space. we have been summoned and bound in these flesh bodies and lost our memory temporarily in this state due to the process. the state of creating life is merely summoning a spirit into a body.
we are bound here perhaps then, by love and emotion toward others that want us here, and when you feel there is none around that want you anymore then your spirit wants to leave the body and de-summon/suicide itself back to where it came from unable to be bound here with no bond or love or will for you to be here no more.
perhaps this feeling is very strong but then you get affirmation every now and then that your soul is still bound here, a gift perhaps that you can feel the persons love from and feel them and their will for you to remain in the gift, like a spirit offering like a ritual for you to stay and it makes you feel your leaving is unjustified and reminds you that you have to stay here, your bound here by your summoning for now for at least 1 person still wants you on this plane of existence. it kinda makes you feel sad but its a confusing sadness of perhaps the thought of you leaving when your still wanted, or perhaps a sadness that you want to leave but this person is keeping you here bound to this existence for the time being or many other ideas/feelings that swim around and flee from my brain before i can write it down. and the sadness is lasting but is a reminder your bound here and wanted here and shouldnt leave yet. it goes against your free spirit that feels like it more wants to leave and yet is bound.
anyways we are more than this and we are bound here by our connections in this world who act as a anchor for your presence here. we are merely a summoned spirit that really doesnt care one way or another about being here but is bound by others. our emotions then serve as guidance and reminders and manipulators to set us on course slightly to remain if there is so much as a single person around that reminds you your still obliged by their want of you to be around here.
thats probably it, my brains gone flat before it can pump out any more ideas.
Last edited by RedRocket_Aath on 16:31:00 - 30/05/21
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So what happens when you grow old? Does your spirit just not care for its physical self? Cause people still may want you. But I guess they are more willing to let you go cause of your age.
your body is still material being, a flesh golem, it cannot be changed that it has its best before and use by dates and rots away. perhaps your spirit would try to stick around and perhaps incarnate into a house spider, then get crushed by your loved ones. that would be tragic.