The Gun Misfired.........thank god you were not trained professionally for such foolish act.....
Do it what we do.... we devote 33% of our time / energy / money to unfortunate lives....that's the best way to be proud of yourselves and giving back to humanity....
Ending life is pretty easy....1 Sec job...... try to Help underprivileged ones....there will be no room for depression....
By WizardRubic [1615031]
Talk to her and let here know how you feel. Better than jumping. Dunno if my advice fits your situation but anything is better than jumping.
Good luck!
I wasn't gonna jump, I was gonna listen to this song:
and slit my wrists like the song talks about. When I get the chance, I will talk to her about it.
just remember it's along the road and not across the street.
do something right for a change.
Now see, this is whats wrong with the children of today. When kids cry out for help. You get grown damn men telling em retarded shit like this, to lighten there own fukn humor, for what mishaps they experienced in life. & then we wonder wtf they end up doing something off the wall like shooting up a school. Then of course try to pass the blame off on something like Gun control to pass thee bill for our own shitty parenting. (exaggeration of course but still applies)
God willing i hope you don't reproduce, & if so. I pity your children.
By Evil-Duck [1182047]
Without giving a sob story I will say I have previously gone through spouts of depression.
Here are some tips:
- Do whatever the f**k you wanna do
- Stop trying to please everyone = waste of time
- Get a hobby/lifestyle change (e.g. Bodybuilding)
- Do said hobby/lifestyle for yourself
- Don't give a f**k what people say or think about you, humans are imbeciles
- Being alone isn't always bad, Isolation is however, find a balance between alone time and social
- Find like minded, non-judgemental friends and keep them close
- CHANGE, if your life is boring you seek to mix it up via new relationships, new possessions; anything that will make your daily life that little bit more enjoyable
It wont disappear over night, or over weeks but hopefully someone takes atleast one of these points and puts them into action.
Edit: Just read the posts and see your reasoning, in your case especially take this advice: Time heals, this is not the first time this will happen but it could well be the hardest it will hit you. Time to occupy and better yourself, make some money, discover a new talent or take on a new hobby.
Go drive 50 miles away with only £20 in your wallet. Return when you have £1000's. You will forget all about that bitch - lesson is OCCUPY YOUR MIND.
Peace
pretty solid advice. couldn't say it any better my self.
By WizardRubic [1615031]
Talk to her and let here know how you feel. Better than jumping. Dunno if my advice fits your situation but anything is better than jumping.
Good luck!
I wasn't gonna jump, I was gonna listen to this song:
and slit my wrists like the song talks about. When I get the chance, I will talk to her about it.
just remember it's along the road and not across the street.
do something right for a change.
Now see, this is whats wrong with the children of today. When kids cry out for help. You get grown damn men telling em retarded shit like this, to lighten there own fukn humor, for what mishaps they experienced in life. & then we wonder wtf they end up doing something off the wall like shooting up a school. Then of course try to pass the blame off on something like Gun control to pass thee bill for our own shitty parenting. (exaggeration of course but still applies)
God willing i hope you don't reproduce, & if so. I pity your children.
He's just being melodramatic, Running to give attention to this sort of stuff all the time (especially on the internet) just makes people attention whorey
I'm so good, on my birthday I phone my mum to congratulate her
It's hard to be humble, when you are as great as I am
Wasn't planing to post more than my first post here. Cause I have no idea how to put it all into words so that you'll see it the way I do, but feel like I have to try anyway.
(some of this may not make any sense to most of you, so you might wanna read my first post aswell)
By Silent-Rage [193964]
By Cathead [1581564]
This is a bit of a horrible thread to make. (No offence but some people have it a lot worse than 'my crush broke my heart' (probably by kissing another boy (being happy)))
Triple brackets are king.
Pretty much this. This thread is insulting to the people with real problems.
I can't speak for everyone, but in my opinion it's neither horrible or insulting..
To some it people this is actually helpful and needed. It can relieve a lot of preassure just to be able to post "Yes, I do" in a thread like this, even if noone pays any attention to it.
But the "tug of war" about wether it's this or that to do it doesn't do anyone any good.
To be pulled back and forth like that is the last thing a mentally messed up person need, and the opinion will never be unanimous anyway.
By Cherreh [1522242]
Think it's normal for a person to have these thoughts, it's the weak ones that try to go with them..
I get thoughts suddenly then just remember that I'm here today cause I didn't pay attention to it.
It's always easier to give up- that's all suicide is..As for severe depression, it only gets better if you WANT it to.
By Cathead [1581564]
Suicide isn't giving up, it's ending your life. It's not weak, it's not cowardly. It's actually strong and brave. I, for one, could never imagine being strong enough to do it.
You touched a bit of a raw nerve by saying it is easy and weak to kill yourself. To me, it shows a lack of empathy.
I both agree, disagree and thinking wtf to what both of you said...
It's all of the things above and at the same time it's neither of them..
Think I'll have to stop here, cause certain things have no place in a public forum..
The lord has entered the forum, time to bend over and say "Yes my lord".
By H_K_H [1662598]
The Gun Misfired.........thank god you were not trained professionally for such foolish act.....
failed to lock the firingpin properly in position, because I didn't want to alert nearby people and had to load it quiet wich also is a weakness on the gun I had.
The lord has entered the forum, time to bend over and say "Yes my lord".
Much though I hate to admit this, some of Duckies tips here are true.
By Evil-Duck [1182047]
- Stop trying to please everyone = waste of time
- Get a hobby/lifestyle change (e.g. Bodybuilding)
- Do said hobby/lifestyle for yourself
- Don't give a f**k what people say or think about you, humans are imbeciles
- Find like minded, non-judgemental friends and keep them close
Having suffered with mild depression for the last 3 or so years, I've taken it upon myself to get fitter, take up new hobbies and get myself out of the house as much as possible. join a club, or do something that will test yourself in one or many ways. Working out (and that could be at the Gym, or doing boxing or martial arts, or aerobics) will release happy chemicals into your blood, which is natures way of beating the blues.
Putting on a brave face (as some people do) will only hide what is going on in your head. That is most definitely NOT what you want to be doing. It's best to speak to your GP who can point you in the direction of numerous ways that they can help if it is real depression you're feeling.
By WizardRubic [1615031]
Talk to her and let here know how you feel. Better than jumping. Dunno if my advice fits your situation but anything is better than jumping.
Good luck!
I wasn't gonna jump, I was gonna listen to this song:
and slit my wrists like the song talks about. When I get the chance, I will talk to her about it.
just remember it's along the road and not across the street.
do something right for a change.
Now see, this is whats wrong with the children of today. When kids cry out for help. You get grown damn men telling em retarded shit like this, to lighten there own fukn humor, for what mishaps they experienced in life. & then we wonder wtf they end up doing something off the wall like shooting up a school. Then of course try to pass the blame off on something like Gun control to pass thee bill for our own shitty parenting. (exaggeration of course but still applies)
God willing i hope you don't reproduce, & if so. I pity your children.
oh right, I should be saying the obvious about being heartbroken. takes a genius for that, right?
we obviously want to have new generations being weak, and thinking about ending their lives every time they stumble upon an obstacle, because there aren't enough whiny little bitches around already.
people overcoming their shit, that's what we should be looking for to set an example, not being this sympathetic over a guy that says had his heart broken, probably by a girl that doesn't even know him that well to begin with. killing yourself over delusion is pathetic, really.
as for my kids, I'll be proud if they get my sense of humor, that none of you really gets much of, so judge away.
By Lord_Gorgen [1629756]
Wasn't planing to post more than my first post here. Cause I have no idea how to put it all into words so that you'll see it the way I do, but feel like I have to try anyway.
(some of this may not make any sense to most of you, so you might wanna read my first post aswell)
By Silent-Rage [193964]
By Cathead [1581564]
This is a bit of a horrible thread to make. (No offence but some people have it a lot worse than 'my crush broke my heart' (probably by kissing another boy (being happy)))
Triple brackets are king.
Pretty much this. This thread is insulting to the people with real problems.
I can't speak for everyone, but in my opinion it's neither horrible or insulting..
To some it people this is actually helpful and needed. It can relieve a lot of preassure just to be able to post "Yes, I do" in a thread like this, even if noone pays any attention to it.
But the "tug of war" about wether it's this or that to do it doesn't do anyone any good.
To be pulled back and forth like that is the last thing a mentally messed up person need, and the opinion will never be unanimous anyway.
By Cherreh [1522242]
Think it's normal for a person to have these thoughts, it's the weak ones that try to go with them..
I get thoughts suddenly then just remember that I'm here today cause I didn't pay attention to it.
It's always easier to give up- that's all suicide is..As for severe depression, it only gets better if you WANT it to.
By Cathead [1581564]
Suicide isn't giving up, it's ending your life. It's not weak, it's not cowardly. It's actually strong and brave. I, for one, could never imagine being strong enough to do it.
You touched a bit of a raw nerve by saying it is easy and weak to kill yourself. To me, it shows a lack of empathy.
I both agree, disagree and thinking wtf to what both of you said...
It's all of the things above and at the same time it's neither of them..
Think I'll have to stop here, cause certain things have no place in a public forum..
We'll all have different opinions towards it, I didn't mean to offend anyone- I was talking from my OWN experience for I've been through it plenty of times. But I won't put my life story out here
I'm not being apathetic- just seemed over dramatic for the simple reason that it's for a girl who doesn't like him. We all go through it. I hope he doesn't do something to himself of course, even I know little things can effect others differently.
You're strong if you get out of that state, if you're able to look back and smile and thank whoever the heck you praise that you didn't go through with it.
Cathead said "I, for one, could never imagine being strong enough to do it." Dx really? And you think I lack a bit of empathy? Tell that to the family members who also suffer from it. We at times don't think of who is left behind and who will hurt when we're gone. We're never alone.
Evil-Duck put it nicely as well. He's actually right. Good luck Vitharr- I hope things get better and you as well.
The people left behind aren't guarenteed though. Not everyone has a stable life.
I respect your views on the subject, we all have our own experiences, but my views on the matter differ greatly and I don't see it as any form of weakness.
Obviously, there are different cases and not every one can be spoken of at once. I have the deepest empathy for anyone that has been through either side of this issue- family, friend or sufferer (whether they come out the other end, or not).
In response to Lord_Gorgen; I only said it was horrible as response to OP's "A girl broke my heart and didn't realize it" comment, answering what seemed to be a much more troubling tale. It seemed self indulgent at the time but now I don't really care too much.
I think it is a decent thread after reading through the posts.
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By WizardRubic [1615031]
Talk to her and let here know how you feel. Better than jumping. Dunno if my advice fits your situation but anything is better than jumping.
Good luck!
I wasn't gonna jump, I was gonna listen to this song:
and slit my wrists like the song talks about. When I get the chance, I will talk to her about it.
just remember it's along the road and not across the street.
do something right for a change.
Now see, this is whats wrong with the children of today. When kids cry out for help. You get grown damn men telling em retarded shit like this, to lighten there own fukn humor, for what mishaps they experienced in life. & then we wonder wtf they end up doing something off the wall like shooting up a school. Then of course try to pass the blame off on something like Gun control to pass thee bill for our own shitty parenting. (exaggeration of course but still applies)
God willing i hope you don't reproduce, & if so. I pity your children.
oh right, I should be saying the obvious about being heartbroken. takes a genius for that, right?
we obviously want to have new generations being weak, and thinking about ending their lives every time they stumble upon an obstacle, because there aren't enough whiny little bitches around already.
people overcoming their shit, that's what we should be looking for to set an example, not being this sympathetic over a guy that says had his heart broken, probably by a girl that doesn't even know him that well to begin with. killing yourself over delusion is pathetic, really.
as for my kids, I'll be proud if they get my sense of humor, that none of you really gets much of, so judge away.
Im sure you were young & vulnerable your self at 1 time in life. & not always the pillar of psychological knowledge you are today. Seeing as the o.p.'s prolly 17 at the most & its his first time experiencing this, yea it can be a lil hard.
Granted im at a point in life where i quit putting pussy on a pedestal yrs. ago. Had i not had a sound voice to tell me the facts of how things are,& had a chance to live long enough to experience enough of my own life to comprehend how things work. & not some douche who says "here let me show ya how to make the nuice there junior" who's to say what would have become of any of us.
Just because your trying to be a comedian for people on a forum you'll most likely never meet in r/l. Doesn't mean your words can't negatively effect someone in the wrong frame of mind. For all you know if he was going to hurt him self, god willing he would have did it the wrong way. But since you chimed in with your douchness, Now he knows the correct way to bleed him self out.
So kudos to you & any other asshole on here that finds humor in someone else's misfortune.
Vitharr. When i was 19 yrs. old. I went to my uncle's house to make dinner for him. Was something we did once a month to stay in touch. He was going thru some of his own problems at the time. Morbidely Depressed cause his daughter was suckin **** for crack rock, Lost her home, car, business, everything over her addiction, & still had no desire to stop. & a son that was in prison.
He was in his mid 60's & an alcoholic, so he wasn't thinking clearly, But when me & my dad showed up at his house, (we had talked to him on the phone 1 hr. before so) we found him laying on the ground with his brains blown all over the living room wall & a shotgun at his side. His Jack russel terrier was inside his head eating the left over brain's. & we were the first one's to find him. To this day it's an image that will not leave my head & prolly never will.
The reason i tell you that is. If you think by hurting your self is a solution to your problem's. Don't think for 1 second it won't negatively effect others in your life.
If you need to talk to someone, I have quite a bit of knowledge in the lost love department, & not everyone on the internet is an arrogant douche looking for a cheap laugh.
Keep your head up man. Your gonna plow thru so much ass in this life, that pretty soon this 1 will be a faint memory. Just gotta keep your confidence up & priorities straight & it's all good.
Depression is very bad i wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy but im too depressed to have any enemies
Lots of things can trigger it i believe, with me 1 day i was fine and the next day sad. This was 20 years ago.
You wouldnt think i was depressed if you knew me but i am. There are many people who suffer from depression but they 'put on a show' they behave normally on the outside but feel empty on the inside.
If you goto the doctor they could help you but they might not be able to help you i tried the happy pills/counselling when i was younger and they didnt have the desired effect
the fact you even compare your uncle's real and seriously f**ked up situation that led to his suicide to this is enough for me to leave you consoling the "heart broken" teen.
just go at it, teach him how to deny reality, that will do wonders for him to man up.
the fact you even compare your uncle's real and seriously f**ked up situation that led to his suicide to this is enough for me to leave you consoling the "heart broken" teen.
just go at it, teach him how to deny reality, that will do wonders for him to man up.
If anything i've told him more about the "reality" of it than you ever could. & if your lil picture post is the fundamentals you base your "man hood" on. Once again i pity your children.
the fact you even compare your uncle's real and seriously f**ked up situation that led to his suicide to this is enough for me to leave you consoling the "heart broken" teen.
just go at it, teach him how to deny reality, that will do wonders for him to man up.
Wow.... You really must have a terribly depressing life to lash out this much at a kid on the internet. As much as Vitharr has annoyed me on these forums, he is still a kid. If you don't think he's "man" enough to survive and not worth sympathy, why waste the time to come in here and be a f**king prick? You didn't have to come in and be a condescending asshole, you could have just went along to another less serious thread and been a douche. The fact that you went out of your way to clown on someone elses misery hints to you in fact being a miserable prick who probably can't handle your own emotions so you lash out at others to convince yourself you're ok. Classic emotional displacement.
I think you need help as much as OP, if not more so.
Me- "I received a 30 day ban, then 4 days later I noticed it became a 60 day ban. Why?
the fact you even compare your uncle's real and seriously f**ked up situation that led to his suicide to this is enough for me to leave you consoling the "heart broken" teen.
just go at it, teach him how to deny reality, that will do wonders for him to man up.
Wow.... You really must have a terribly depressing life to lash out this much at a kid on the internet. As much as Vitharr has annoyed me on these forums, he is still a kid. If you don't think he's "man" enough to survive and not worth sympathy, why waste the time to come in here and be a f**king prick? You didn't have to come in and be a condescending asshole, you could have just went along to another less serious thread and been a douche. The fact that you went out of your way to clown on someone elses misery hints to you in fact being a miserable prick who probably can't handle your own emotions so you lash out at others to convince yourself you're ok. Classic emotional displacement.
I think you need help as much as OP, if not more so.
should I come by your office anytime or do I have to make an appointment first?
- "It's not my time, I'm not going. There's a fear in me, it's not showing. This could be the end of me, and everything I know" ~ 3 Doors Down - It's not my time
- "When you were young, you never thought you'd die, Found that you could but too scared to try, You looked in the mirror and you said goodbye, Climb to the roof to see if you could fly." ~ Hollywood Undead - Bullet
- "You come to me with scars on your wrist, You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this, I just came to say goodbye" ~ Skillet - The Last Night
- "There's nothing left for me here, It's hard to leave behind, The one thing that made me feel alive.So I slide... From paranoid to paralyzed." ~ Sick Puppies - Anywhere but here
- "Went to work, Saw you there, But you never seem to care, For a single thing I say" ~ Sick Puppies - Pitiful (First thing He says... "This song is for every single person in this place, everyone on the left, everyone on the right, and everyone in the middle. DO NOT EVER, EVER GIVE UP!"
- "Can anybody hear me? Or am I talking to myself? My mind is running empty, In the search for someone else who doesn't look right through me" - Simple Plan - Astronaut
- "It's not my time, I'm not going. There's a fear in me, it's not showing. This could be the end of me, and everything I know" ~ 3 Doors Down - It's not my time
- "When you were young, you never thought you'd die, Found that you could but too scared to try, You looked in the mirror and you said goodbye, Climb to the roof to see if you could fly." ~ Hollywood Undead - Bullet
- "You come to me with scars on your wrist, You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this, I just came to say goodbye" ~ Skillet - The Last Night
- "There's nothing left for me here, It's hard to leave behind, The one thing that made me feel alive.So I slide... From paranoid to paralyzed." ~ Sick Puppies - Anywhere but here
- "Went to work, Saw you there, But you never seem to care, For a single thing I say" ~ Sick Puppies - Pitiful (First thing He says... "This song is for every single person in this place, everyone on the left, everyone on the right, and everyone in the middle. DO NOT EVER, EVER GIVE UP!"
- "Can anybody hear me? Or am I talking to myself? My mind is running empty, In the search for someone else who doesn't look right through me" - Simple Plan - Astronaut
By Evil-Duck [1182047]
Without giving a sob story I will say I have previously gone through spouts of depression.
Here are some tips:
- Do whatever the f**k you wanna do
- Stop trying to please everyone = waste of time
- Get a hobby/lifestyle change (e.g. Bodybuilding)
- Do said hobby/lifestyle for yourself
- Don't give a f**k what people say or think about you, humans are imbeciles
- Being alone isn't always bad, Isolation is however, find a balance between alone time and social
- Find like minded, non-judgemental friends and keep them close
- CHANGE, if your life is boring you seek to mix it up via new relationships, new possessions; anything that will make your daily life that little bit more enjoyable
It wont disappear over night, or over weeks but hopefully someone takes atleast one of these points and puts them into action.
Edit: Just read the posts and see your reasoning, in your case especially take this advice: Time heals, this is not the first time this will happen but it could well be the hardest it will hit you. Time to occupy and better yourself, make some money, discover a new talent or take on a new hobby.
Go drive 50 miles away with only £20 in your wallet. Return when you have £1000's. You will forget all about that bitch - lesson is OCCUPY YOUR MIND.
Peace
Wow... Surprisingly not terrible advise for a change, minus thinking you can get rich with $20.
Me- "I received a 30 day ban, then 4 days later I noticed it became a 60 day ban. Why?
By Evil-Duck [1182047]
Without giving a sob story I will say I have previously gone through spouts of depression.
Here are some tips:
- Do whatever the f**k you wanna do
- Stop trying to please everyone = waste of time
- Get a hobby/lifestyle change (e.g. Bodybuilding)
- Do said hobby/lifestyle for yourself
- Don't give a f**k what people say or think about you, humans are imbeciles
- Being alone isn't always bad, Isolation is however, find a balance between alone time and social
- Find like minded, non-judgemental friends and keep them close
- CHANGE, if your life is boring you seek to mix it up via new relationships, new possessions; anything that will make your daily life that little bit more enjoyable
It wont disappear over night, or over weeks but hopefully someone takes atleast one of these points and puts them into action.
Edit: Just read the posts and see your reasoning, in your case especially take this advice: Time heals, this is not the first time this will happen but it could well be the hardest it will hit you. Time to occupy and better yourself, make some money, discover a new talent or take on a new hobby.
Go drive 50 miles away with only £20 in your wallet. Return when you have £1000's. You will forget all about that bitch - lesson is OCCUPY YOUR MIND.
Peace
Wow... Surprisingly not terrible advise for a change, minus thinking you can get rich with $20.
You missed the point entirely. It's the principle behind it.
By Evil-Duck [1182047]
Without giving a sob story I will say I have previously gone through spouts of depression.
Here are some tips:
- Do whatever the f**k you wanna do
- Stop trying to please everyone = waste of time
- Get a hobby/lifestyle change (e.g. Bodybuilding)
- Do said hobby/lifestyle for yourself
- Don't give a f**k what people say or think about you, humans are imbeciles
- Being alone isn't always bad, Isolation is however, find a balance between alone time and social
- Find like minded, non-judgemental friends and keep them close
- CHANGE, if your life is boring you seek to mix it up via new relationships, new possessions; anything that will make your daily life that little bit more enjoyable
It wont disappear over night, or over weeks but hopefully someone takes atleast one of these points and puts them into action.
Edit: Just read the posts and see your reasoning, in your case especially take this advice: Time heals, this is not the first time this will happen but it could well be the hardest it will hit you. Time to occupy and better yourself, make some money, discover a new talent or take on a new hobby.
Go drive 50 miles away with only £20 in your wallet. Return when you have £1000's. You will forget all about that bitch - lesson is OCCUPY YOUR MIND.
Peace
Wow... Surprisingly not terrible advise for a change, minus thinking you can get rich with $20.
You missed the point entirely. It's the principle behind it.
Peace
Heaven forbid you ever decide to top yourself because of depression but if you do can I have your garden gnome collection ?
- "It's not my time, I'm not going. There's a fear in me, it's not showing. This could be the end of me, and everything I know" ~ 3 Doors Down - It's not my time
- "When you were young, you never thought you'd die, Found that you could but too scared to try, You looked in the mirror and you said goodbye, Climb to the roof to see if you could fly." ~ Hollywood Undead - Bullet
- "You come to me with scars on your wrist, You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this, I just came to say goodbye" ~ Skillet - The Last Night
- "There's nothing left for me here, It's hard to leave behind, The one thing that made me feel alive.So I slide... From paranoid to paralyzed." ~ Sick Puppies - Anywhere but here
- "Went to work, Saw you there, But you never seem to care, For a single thing I say" ~ Sick Puppies - Pitiful (First thing He says... "This song is for every single person in this place, everyone on the left, everyone on the right, and everyone in the middle. DO NOT EVER, EVER GIVE UP!"
- "Can anybody hear me? Or am I talking to myself? My mind is running empty, In the search for someone else who doesn't look right through me" - Simple Plan - Astronaut
- "It's not my time, I'm not going. There's a fear in me, it's not showing. This could be the end of me, and everything I know" ~ 3 Doors Down - It's not my time
- "When you were young, you never thought you'd die, Found that you could but too scared to try, You looked in the mirror and you said goodbye, Climb to the roof to see if you could fly." ~ Hollywood Undead - Bullet
- "You come to me with scars on your wrist, You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this, I just came to say goodbye" ~ Skillet - The Last Night
- "There's nothing left for me here, It's hard to leave behind, The one thing that made me feel alive.So I slide... From paranoid to paralyzed." ~ Sick Puppies - Anywhere but here
- "Went to work, Saw you there, But you never seem to care, For a single thing I say" ~ Sick Puppies - Pitiful (First thing He says... "This song is for every single person in this place, everyone on the left, everyone on the right, and everyone in the middle. DO NOT EVER, EVER GIVE UP!"
- "Can anybody hear me? Or am I talking to myself? My mind is running empty, In the search for someone else who doesn't look right through me" - Simple Plan - Astronaut
Dude, listen to all these songs, and Don't do it.
Music always helps.
Enjoy a song by the name of Vaginal Disembowelment with an album cover of two girls kissing covered in diarrhea. www.youtube.com/watch?v=LjIEurs2uf4
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Seeing as the o.p.'s prolly 17 at the most & its his first time experiencing this, yea it can be a lil hard. 
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